I have been thinking of lives is just a process of waiting for death since I was small. No matter how meaningful you make your life be, it's just the same process at the end. I know I've got this thought just because I don't love to be alive. But I think this thought is so true even I think about it objectively.

I did have a period that totally left this thought behind. Which is I was being with my past best friend (who I mentioned in another post before).

What I want to say here is the way to make people love their lives is make yourself really into something. Most of time is people or hobbies.

It sucks when you find there is nothing interesting in your life.