You think you can control yourself? No, you can't.
People sometimes say "If I were you/him/her, I'd ..."
Actually, if you were someone else, nothing would change.
Because if you were someone else, you would made the same decision.
Otherwise, you are still you.
So what you are doing is not really your choice.
For example, if you are and Indian, you'd love curry.
If you are an Italian, you'd love pasta.
What you live to eat is highly influenced by your culture.
Other preferences are also the same.